ONE

I tried this once, to write daily about life and I didn't come through. This time I plan on following through seeing as life has gotten even harder since then and I just need to get my feelings out since no one but myself reads this. In the past few years I've lost a lot from family to boys to walking to no work to most importantly, myself. I broke my femur back in June and that changed everything for me. My life completely paused and I lost the ability to do anything. I can't work, I can't sleep the same, I can't go out and do anything, I don't hangout with friends, and I can't even keep my friends. Basically I feel like my life is a mess but everyday I learn something new about myself and how to stop pitying myself because even though I've lost a lot, I gained a lot too. I've become some one I never thought I would be and I'm finally proud of myself. I don't feel proud of myself everyday but I'm still me and still who I am and if I can't accept that, no one ever will accept me. 1 down, 364 to go.